Milla Venus

I'm trying to be a better person, a better friend. So i kinda need new environment. Sorry to those who feel like i've neglected them. I'm not. I really not. But i need space & in that space i don't need you. Kahkah. Sound so cruel to me but... Really. Please. Just let me. I'll be involving myself with you real soon. As soon as i get all the time & space i needed. Thanks. Luv ya. 😘 #muahciked

Assalamualaikum. Hye.  I can't sleep so here i am. Feel like writing something. Maybe my head just can't bear too much if everything, so... Yeah. I'm writing out some so it could leave my head. I used to think that money is everything. You can even buy happiness with money. Well, it's still true that money actually do buy you happiness. I mean, how can you be happy not having a place to sleep, nice meals to eat & you know. Stuff like that. Haha. But... I've came to realize that money is not everything. Thanks to a friend whom i always said I'm a materialistic lady & treated me like one by kept buying me stuff that i don't even ask. Haha. It make me sick. I mean seriously. It does make me sick; Receiving lots of stuff i don't even need. Well, i won't blame anyone for thinking that i'm materialistic because I do. Sometimes. But. Idk anymore. I always talk about marrying a rich guy, & big houses & money & stuff. But. But... I fin...

Semalam (16/1/2015) adalah satu hari yang begitu mengujakan bagi aku sebab... Finally aku boleh bangun tidur tanpa berfikir pasal uitm. Wohoo! Dan aku juga dah beli phone baru. Right after my last final exam paper (15/1/2015, Thu) Hehe. Sebab... Seriously, you would do the same if you were me. Hari last final, kau ada duit, dan handphone kau dah rosak. Screen retak, memory card damaged, main camera undetected. Siapa yang nak pakai handphone macam tu? Well, sebenarnya ada. Aku. Semenjak 3 bulan lepas. Desperate me. Haha. Tapi alhamdulillah, duit JPA dah masuk. Tu yang senang sikit hidup tu. Nak beli apa pon boleh. Harap2 aku tak membazir lah 😅 But yesterday was not a perfect day pon. Nothing exciting really happen. Cuma... Iyelah, i'm excited about the gathering je. Last minute planning actually. Baru start suggest masa budak ai habis final exam, and tiba2 je nak buat keesokan harinya. Itu pun baru confirmkan semalam, 2 jam sebelum masanya.  Kitorang plan nak jumpa kat Pizza Hut se...

As expected. Can't sleep. Didn't sleep.

I must sleep. But i will not can sleep. Hmmmacam salah je. Haha. Lantak ah.

Weh, malasnya aku nak blajo. Padahal esok satu paper je lagi. Tambahan pula, BR1M dah masuk 😁 Hmm... apa kata keluar beli jacket baru jap. Pastu baru semangat nak study. Hehe 👿

Actually saya ada masalah tak boleh tidur pada waktu malam sebelum exam. Sebelum paper ISE, saya tak tidur.lepas je balik rumah lepas exam ISE, Amekkau. Tidur sampai pukul 12 mlm. (Dari pukul 1.30ptg) & then here i am. Wide awake. 😂