Milla Venus

I'm blessed, and I'm happy with my life. Probably happier than you imagine I am. Aku ada seorang kakak yang selalu jadi penasihat. Aku ada 3 orang dayang dan seorang body guard. #eh bukan. 3 orang adik perempuan dan seorang adik lelaki. Aku ada soulmate. Aku ada best buddies. Don't ask me. I don't know how I can have a besties. I have friends that I would like to call my BFF. They are super nice. The thing is... I don't deserve to be their BFF. I mean... I'm a terrible person. A terrible friend. I don't understand why on earth are they still talking to me. If I were them, I wouldn't talk to myself. Most people say I'm smart. sometimes I think I am. But most of the times, I don't. I'm just lucky. These are only part of list. I am very lucky. VERY. Alhamdulillah. :)

my life is hard. but I know, there are a lot of other people whose life is harder. that is why I'm trying my best not to complain. especially in front of my parents. I know they are giving us the best they can. even sometimes, it is not enough pernah, beras tinggal sikit. so, masak apa yang ada je. my mom dah asingkan bahagian ayah siap2. kitorg pulak, kebulur semacam hari tu. berebut nak makan. ayah baru balik, dia tahu tak cukup, dia bagi bahagian dia kat kitorg. padahal dia baru balik kerja. penat. kitorg duduk rumah tengok TV, tinggikan bil elektrik bulanan je. every year, balik kampung. 2 orang kena naik bas. Sbb sempit. masa beraya ke rumah makcik2, ayat yang sama kedengaran "alaa~ kesiannya~ 8 orang dlm satu kereta. tak sempit ke?" eyy, soalan bangang apakah ini? MESTILAH SEMPIT! KERETA PERSONA! kau ingat aku suka ke macam tu? kau ingat aku happy dapat makan bahagian ayah aku? kau ingat aku suka ke aku kenyang, ayah aku lapar? kau ingat aku suka? kau ingat ...